Homecoming weekend: still not a riot. Why do I care? Not to sure. I don’t want to be part of it and I do. I want to flow from party to party feeling excited about meeting brilliant people learning from each other. Thats the dream. That’s happened to me many times. It’s just that it doesn’t happen because of homecoming but despite it. I feel lonely. I’ve never felt it this way before I know what I want. It is this experience. So if you are feeling this too. Solidarity. Maybe we will meet up soon at a really cool event that neither of us imagined possible.